WOOOOW what a crazy few days!!!
Let me just say...I have never been as affected by stress as I was on Thursday night. On Friday, I had a really big test AND I had to do an actual counseling session...like in the counselor center with my teacher and a panel of judges (classmates) behind the 2 way mirror. This was the biggest part of our grade in my Financial Counseling class, because we will be counseling at the center full time next semester. Well, at about 3:30 in the morning on Friday I woke up STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND. I was seriously freaking out. I made myself get a stomach ache and I couldn't fall back asleep. I was so worried that I was going to fail at everything I needed to be perfect at on Friday. That's when I realized that my perfectionist personality is getting a little bit out of control. I mean, it's okay to strive for greatness and all...but when you wake up freaking out the night before worried that you won't be perfect at something...that's a little bit scary!! Well, Friday happened and I did great on my exam and the session went without a hitch!
Once those were over, I was determined to have a great weekend filled with things that I wanted to do. So first I ate a hot dog and a milkshake. Normally, I hate those things, but I craved em so I gave myself a little pass! After that, I watched my UNC Tarheels dominate which brought great joy to my soul...by the way...I am slightly freaking out that March Madness is coming to an end. I have been OBSESSED lately! After the game, we went hot tubbing, because we were soooo cold and couldn't warm up. It was soooo delightful! I love my roommates! They also made some very yummy cupcakes. The rest of the night, we watched some more games with some new friends. Love new friends!
Today was MY DAY! I didn't have my phone all day, which really makes me feel so much better. Not having a phone for a day is healthy I think. I love just being completely MYSELF by MYSELF and not worrying about the rest of the world. It rejuvenates me, which was exactly what I needed. I cleaned my room, did laundry, attempted some homework, went tanning, and went on a GREAT run. I rad 5 miles in 37 minutes, which I felt really good about! After that, I ate a big meaty sandwich and watched basketball games and it was AWESOME!. So stoked on Butler! Tonight, we made the trip out to the hot springs and got in a great soak for the night. Now, I am just laying in my bed listening to some jams about to pass out from being so comfortable,
Pretty much I love this weekend and needed it very badly. Goodnight.