I keep asking myself where I fit.
I'm no longer the crazy, fun, spunky girl I once was.
I'm not longer the perfect child I pretended to be.
I walked into church for 5 minutes and immediately felt like I didn't belong.
I am the youngest at work by like 10 years.
I live in a house full of girls with boyfriends.
I'm not smart enough.
I'm not funny enough.
I'm not outgoing enough.
Anyone who actually really knows me, seems to learn how imperfect I really am and doesn't stick around anymore to love the imperfect Kelli.
Simply put: I have no idea where I am supposed to fit in.
I feel pretty much in a similar boat. I won't pretend to be something to make other people happy and when it comes to dating, after a couple dates with someone I actually care to get to know, they dip. after a couple dates with a creep I wish I didn't know, they try to stay. I work and work, I'm in school, I don't really know where I am supposed to be or what I should be doing right now. simply put, I can relate to this post. aaaamen cousin.
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